Then what?

After finding out my wife was cheating, and her realizing that i got a huge rush from it, where do we go next.  The day after was the strangest.  Would she respect me less? Would it be seldom talked about?

It didn’t take long to find out the answer. She came home that evening and while we were laying in bed she said straddled me and began kissing me all over.  She used a few of my ties and secured my hands and feet to the corners of the bed.  She told me to be quiet and went and grabbed her phone.  She began taking naughty pictures of herself and started sending them to the guy she cheated on me with.  

After a few minutes the phone rang.  It was him.  She told me if i was quiet that she would make it worth my while.  She answered and put it on speaker. They proceeded to have phone sex in front of me.  It was so erotic hearing his voice for the first time and hearing him describe having sex with her.  

She was laying next to me.  Side by side.  As she got more turned on she began fingering herself and simultaneously stroking my already hard cock.  She made careful effort to stop stroking me if she could tell i was getting close.  I came close nunerous times. I lost count to be honest.  And when they had enough,  and it was clear that both of them had cum.  She let go of my cock and fell asleep. Leaving me in a horrible state of arousal and still tired and unable to take care of myself.  

It was a very strange feeling.  And was the first time she intentionally left me unsatisfied but at the same time the opposite. 

Was this really my life? Is it possible that this is happening.  It was a blur, yet my heart was still beating out of my chest.  


Leading up to the day it all changed

When you love someone, you put your heart on the line. You give the that person the key to your heart. You become vulnerable but it brings happiness.

I knew for a while something was wrong. It felt as if we were distant. That closeness wasn’t there. Something was bothering the wife I called my “princess”. Not only were we not having sex but she was irritable and having a hard time getting close to me. Whatever i did i couldn’t make her happy and it killed me.

This went on for a couple months.  She always worked late and I was at home with the kids.  If it wasn’t for raising my kids i might have lost it.  I would try to have sex with her but she was always exhausted.

I started having dreams that she had been sleeping with someone else.  I confided in her about this and it seemed to bother her. For whatever reason though we would have mind blowing sex following my admissions of my dreams.

I started thinking of it more. I kept having crazy dreams and my wife kept working late hours. She would stay after work and come home super early. She justified her partying because she said it didnt hurt since i was already in bed and she wasnt missing out on being a mom.

I dealt with it, i hated going to sleep alone but she most always was there when i woke up in the morning. Hell, i remember how hard it was for me to fall asleep without her there, but i was getting used to it.

It wasnt until almost 6 months later that i began to actually see signs that there might be someone else…..
Too be continued